hey hey hey

well after yesterdays crazy post i know that you are all thinking im close to committing suicide or somehow am going to raise an awareness that my life is worse than yours.

i also hope you understand that neither of these are close to my desire. I am however trying to let people in the doors that i have put up.

i have so much to say but man is God sovereign today in 2 Corinthians Paul talked about the thorn in his flesh and how when he is weak that is when he is made strong.

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so now im not saying that i have some thorn in my flesh because when you study this i think that its much more than just a certain situation but something that you can not rid yourself of. God wouldn't take the thorn from Paul but instead chose to leave it there.

but also understand that God uses things to draw us closer to Him and mold us into what He wants us.

so understand that God is working and always is.

so now im waiting for the doors to be open somewhere else. thanks for the encouragement and love you all.

also for those of you bible junkies out there i read where it is actually a biblical principle to major on the majors and minor on the minors so look for this soon im sure there are people ready to argue but honestly im not looking for that just will relay some info that i gathered.

love you guys.

out