Wednesday, January 17, 2007

well, well, well

So first off i haven't held strong in my new years resolution. School has started and my usual routine takes place. 7:30 wake up class at 9 then school til around 3. Next i drive to work and get off at around 9. Then i get home eat spend time on the phone with kristen and finish any tasks that are necessary for me to do it all over again tommorrow.

But anyway besides that more and more i am thinking about what to do with the rest of my life. Kristen found some interesting news out about her life and how she will be spending a few years of it at least we think. And its exciting to see her passionate about something. She has found her niche and I am still waiting on mine. I was frustrated for myself when she told me her great news because i am still clueless as to the next step after school and her purpose looks like it is coming together, however as she was encouraged so was I. I am realizing more and more that everything is in God's timing. And He has the best planned for my life and He wants to use me in an incredible way. But as I am reading a book by Chuck Swindoll I am learning that God's word is my relief and my encouragement in my time of confusion. People i don't think realize that the Bible is how God really speaks to us. I am beginning to really understand and grasp this concept. I was reminded yesterday that God is in control and if i haven't been told yet then its not time for me to know. I would be lying if i told you that i was being calm cool and collected about all this cuz inside i am beginning to freak out. But instead of going on doctor phil or oprah I am letting God counsel and train me for His next post that He has waiting for me. I pray that all of us will remain focused on God's plan, not our own and that we will chase that plan with all that we have. So if you are like me dig and scratch and push forward to find your purpose and for those of you that know read to remain strong in your pursuit of that purpose and let nothing hold you back. You've got one life and One God leading you and guiding you on how to make the most of it and don't let anything get in your way. I'm out

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