Waiting on a miracle

Yeah so i started this blog for people to see more of my life instead of my opinion on things...so the reason why named this blog Jehovah Jireh which means "God will provide" is because am waiting to see how God is going to provide things for the journey i believe He wants me to take. In our current society if you were to tell people that God speaks to you on a daily basis they will look at you weird and don't believe you at all and that's just the people that you go to church with. So here is the change... I planned on going to NGU for my master's degree and then marrying kristen sometime between then and learning and beginning my ministry. I just assumed that i should stay at memphis because if you don't know financially its unbelievable for me. But some things happened to open my eyes and it started when i went to NGU with J.R. we met the pres. of the school and i told him my plans and he asked why don't i transfer. I had never thought of that so i said i would think about it but really didn't. But then as i finished the semester at Memphis i realized just how frustrated i am here and how ready i am to get started. I know that i need work and that im not ready to go head first into ministry because i haven't opened myself up to God enough and then for like the whole month of May i felt like God told me to pursue going to NGU. So i am and i need the financial aid to go. I have $7500 in aid for transferring and now i am sending off a scholarship application to an organization ran by churches to provide scholarships to those going into the ministry. They know that God will use them in a way to provide for people that will in turn do incredible things for God because of their ministry and the love that they showed to those that they provided for. But the money that i need is a large amount that will not be easy i need $8800 a year to be able to go. I believe that God provides where He guides and i don't fear the result i know that God is in control and His will will be done. So that's where i'm at right now waiting on a miracle from God.